生活的洪流

All my friends, from now on my space will be moved to the following address:

 

 

Hope to communicate with you in the new place in the future.

It's been almost FIVE months since last time I wrote something on my space. How time flies! Time is always flying, there is no need to emphasize or shout.

 

Since I came to Beijing, two weeks and a day have gone. During these two weeks, I almost forgot why I'm here. Yes, I came here for a job. But till now I really want to ask myself: where is the job?

 

Financial crisis is just an excuse, what I have to say is that only in deadly circumstances one person can know if he is good enough or not. So I'm calm because I'm very aware there are so many people who are much more excellent, what should I complain? No, I should not.

 

Life is always full of challenges and unexpectations, or maybe in another way, always shits. But the most important thing is that I have been used to it, so I smile.

 

In the two weeks' stay in Beijing, I met some friends. To many degrees, I'm really feeling my current life is pretty like what I had two months ago in Amsterdam, quiet, peaceful and undisturbed. But this time the food is much better, which makes me feel very very thankful.

 

No reminiscing, no regretting, no hurting, just waiting and enjoying whatever the life gives to me.

 

Fuck.

Everyone should have a song memorizing an old story or an unforgetable person. It might be happy, it might be sad, or it is just a past experience meaning nothing.

 

I am completely glad when I know somebody could remember me through a song.

 

Everything is changing, hope we will be confidants for ever.

 

鑫 发送 2008-6-5 22:47:
其实一直不敢多听烛光这首歌
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 22:48:
因为里面有一个我自己的故事。初恋故事在里面。
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 22:48:
那短时间 一听这歌就难过。
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 22:49:
现在听，不小心眼睛里又有眼泪了。不是想到了那个遥远的青涩的故事，而是突然发现很多事情冥冥注定
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 22:50:
谁也不曾料到我忘记了那段感情故事却忘不掉这首歌，谁也不曾料到，这歌声其实包含了更深的意义。
更没有人料到，现在你是在更北的地方而我在南方和你通过MSN交流。更没有人料到，这歌，像是写给你的。而我今天听了 第一次有如此深的感触。
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 22:54:
更没人想到，曾经的朋友，今天胜不了几个
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 22:54:
剩。
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 23:00:
冥冥之中的注定。
鑫 发送 2008-6-5 23:00:
我希望你是我一辈子的朋友。这话不是说说而已的。